I wish I didn’t have to do this. I wish it could have been like it’s depicted in the movies. Where you do such a great job that a job is offered to you before you have time to consider what to do next. Before any plan has been formulated, you already have people …
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It’s Fucking Time
The time has fucking come and to be completely honest I’m not happy about it in the slightest. I’ve been in school for what feels like forever, or at the very least the past 20 fucking years. And I’ve finally reached the fucking finish line. I’ve had my breathe to sit back and enjoy, …
Saying Goodbye
In the field they call it termination, or a healthy goodbye. Me, I called it a mix of excitement and sadness. I was more than ready to be done, I was burnt out, tired, and had just accepted that I would not apply to work at my placement once it was over. This sucked, …
The fucking finish line
As the week comes to a close all I can think is there’s nothing left, I’m running on fumes and sheer will and I feel like I may not make it while at the same time I know it’s not possible. With a week left to Tokyo fingertips are grazing the fucking finish line. While …
The Holiday Fucking Experience
Personal disclaimer, I grew up poor, not poor we don’t take more than 1 vacation, but bo vacation. Not only did we not take vacations, but we ate our cereal with a fork and shared bath water poor. Despite this my Mom owned Christmas. She managed to to create the illusion of all …
Fucking Grief
Grief is the loss of anything precious to us, this can include our home, health, or relationships. There are different types of grief that include anticipatory grief, complicated grief ,Disenfranchised grief and ambitious loss. Everyone seems to know Kubler-Ross’s Theories of Grief stage models that include denial, anger,bargaining, depression and acceptance. But there are also …
I’m tapped out
Not gonna lie the overwhelming shots torment coming from a never ending parade of stupid has been enough to make school work, clinic work, real work and family work almost unmanageable. I’m exhausted, I’m numb, I’m scared and I’m trying to stay whole so I can stay 100% present for every moment with my clients. …
All The Fucking Questions
I sit here with 8 weeks left till graduation, 8 weeks left in my field work and 8 weeks to get a handle on all the fucking questions. I wish my questions were as simple as will I pass and where should I focus to ensure that, and not to brag, but that’s …
Family Fucking Therapy
There are so many ways, angles and subtopics when it comes to family therapy that it can be difficult to decide what the fuck to even talk about. Do we start off trying to define families and all of its aspects, do we discuss terminology like homeostasis or do we consider how to …
When they fucking leave
I know some people will talk about the business of mental health and this concept that you are never really “cured” so you’ll always need therapy on some level….keeping us all in business indefinitely. I can see why the talk exists, but the truth is always a bit more complicated. The truth is two-fold, …
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